The outcome was not what we wanted; however, our sweet Rachel fought so hard and with a smile on her face.  I am slowly learning it is ok to be made and upset that this terrible disease took my best friend.  The reason why it hurts is because I love her so much and she loved each of us.  I miss everything about Rachel, especially her smile and her contagious laugh.  I will cherish all our memories we shared over 30 years of friendship.  I promise to smile more, laugh more and continue to live life to its fullest just like Rachel did.  🐝❤️